A couple of my friends were recently lamenting to me on the woes of LDR's. Truth be told, i'm not a big fan of it either...with 2 unsuccessful LDR's in tow. To me, it almost always never works out.
The Waiting, The Loneliness,
Overwhelming Insecurities,
The Sadness, The Uncertainties,
The Agonizing Pain of it all
It gets to a point where its not worth any of it. Each on the other side of the continent, the slightest uncomfortable thoughts leads to misunderstandings. Your voices gets louder thru each conversations, even tho you've been waiting for their calls at the end of a tiring day. Words that should not have been said are spoken, and even the slightest comments irks you.
The once familiar feeling has dissipated, leaving behind only contempt and awkwardness. The phone calls starts to decline, from 3 to 2 to 1, to none at all, except the cursory sms. You tell yourself its the right thing to do, its the only thing to do. Then it stops. The world becomes quiet.
The Heart Aches, The Nausea, The Emptiness, The Quietness,
The Memories
What was once a foundation built relationship turns to naught. Regrets fills the days, the hours and seconds. Maybe if only, we could turn back the sands of time. But like an hourglass, it a never ending cycle. Either one will fall sooner or later, and i say, better sooner than later.
None of your Touches, None of your Wiles,
No more Pokes, No more Smiles
Dwelling in the moments of the past, i smile to myself. We tell ourselves it will only get better, it always does. We learn from our mistakes, our past, our experiences, our last. The hurt never really ends, and wounds never really heal.
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